Waiting
On God
A devotional by Sharon Musgrove
“The Lord said, ‘Go out and stand
at the mountain before the Lord. The Lord is passing by.’ A very strong wind tore through the mountains
and broke apart the stones before the Lord. But the Lord wasn’t in the wind.
After the wind, there was an earthquake. But the Lord wasn’t in the earthquake.
After the earthquake, there was a fire. But the Lord wasn’t in the fire. After
the fire, there was a sound. Thin. Quiet. When Elijah heard it, he wrapped his
face in his coat. He went out and stood at the cave’s entrance. A voice came to
him and said, ‘Why are you here, Elijah?’” –1 Kings 19:11-13 (CEB)
How do we respond when God does not show up when we expect Him to?
Do we question Him asking Is He real? Does He care?
Maybe we question ourselves thinking, Did I misunderstand? Am I a fool
for waiting on Him? Questions like these can be detrimental to our
faith, tearing us down from the inside. But rather than wondering what went
wrong between us and God, these are times that build us up in relationship with
Him.
Elijah’s experience, written in 1 Kings 19:11-13, of waiting on God has helped
me stay steadfast in faith and quiet the internal relationship interrogation.
Elijah was told that God was coming and to wait for Him. Elijah waited through
all sorts of calamities that any of us would hope to find God in. Yet God did
not present as expected.
This passage reveals that though we go through difficult times, God
will show up in His time, not ours. And when He shows
up, we will be filled with awe. I had this experience years ago when our family
took a week’s vacation to Hawaii. Upon landing, I had this sense that God
wanted to say something to me. So, I began each morning reading my Bible and
opening my ears to what He wanted to disclose.
Day one of listening for God to speak went by and yet I heard nothing. Day
two...nothing. Days three, four, and five...still no word from God. I began to
question both God and me. Looking heavenward I prayed: Hello, up there?
God, did You say to listen or am I just making it up?
By day six I was weary of the waiting. I felt like I had wasted a vacation
waiting on God’s arrival. But in that moment, I felt an urgency to take my
journal down to the seashore. Yet it was raining outside, so I prayed: Father,
I have trusted You all week. I am confused and disappointed that I am not
hearing what You have to say to me. Yet as Elijah, I will take my journal to
the ocean as soon as the weather clears.
The weather cleared the day we were departing. Remembering my promise to God, I
gathered my book and pen and walked over to a rocky inlet near our
accommodations then sat in silence.
In that cove there was a sea turtle eating greens growing on the volcanic crag.
Waves rolled in and out, tossing that creature wildly to and fro. To my eyes it
seemed a dangerous place for an animal to be, the Pacific’s strength working
against her.
In that moment, God visited me. He spoke to my heart about His design on my
life, using the unique sea turtle design, the hard shell, sharp beak, and the
flipper-like feet, as metaphors for His equipping me to live in rough “surf”.
Immediately I was filled with awe and humbled to the core for the personal word
spoken over me. The doubts I’d had throughout the week dissipated and my faith
grew in our relationship.
Are you struggling in your relationship with God because of hard times? Have
your expectations of Him gone unmet? Friend, God is not absent nor unaware of
your problems. He will arrive to meet you in your moment at the perfect time,
one that grows your faith in Him.
Let’s Pray: Heavenly Father, we thank You for sharing Elijah’s
story to help us know You. We ask to be built up in relationship with
You that we might be faithful people and an encouragement to others. May we
always look on You with awe. In Jesus’s Name I pray. Amen.
Author
Bio:
Sharon has been writing and teaching biblically based curriculum, Bible studies, and devotionals since 2007.
She has
had the unique position of writing curriculum and teaching for two private,
Christ-based, residential recovery programs. Both programs primarily served
women in the homeless community.
Sharon has
traveled multiple times to Kenya, serving on medical teams and teaching in the
rural Maasai communities. She’s been privileged to speak in Leadership camps intended
on encouraging and empowering the impoverished, underprivileged, and often
abused young women.
Within
these ministries, Sharon has witnessed the transformative power of loving words
spoken to the broken-hearted. Sharing God’s love and witnessing its
transformative power has become her passion.
Sharon and
her husband, divide their time between Oregon and Hawaii. They have two grown
children.
Currently,
Sharon is encouraging others via her inspirational blog, but prefers sharing
face to face. Additionally, she is working towards a degree in Ministry.
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Connect
with Sharon:
Website: Sharonmusgrove.com
Facebook: www.facebook.com/Sharon-Musgrove-Untethered-102208978041060
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